Saturday, August 15, 2009

meaningless JOB

i'm having the urge again yesterday morning after a brief session with the Assistant Director....

the urge to
QUIT !
i sms-ed my mom, short & nice, "I want to quit"..

tears was rolling out when I sat infront of my comp, @ my workspace...
trying my best to perform my work...
Years of hardwork, I've never had such an experience... the feeling was different.
During times in Pulau Ubin, I've much worst experiences, but I love that job, therefore I am able to withstand everything, but this is a totally different story...

I'd even changed my log-in-to-system password to "QUIT" how about that?? (we've got to change password every 3-4 weeks, auto prompt).. this is the worst stage of my working life... =.=

"God, please help.... "